My anxiety today was much better. I had a few moments but my neighborhood has been quiet today. My thoughts have turned to getting more out the projects I have been working on. I have a bunch of domains and now is the time to put things into action since I’ve decided to get out my own way. Less naysaying and more doing!
Sometimes its hard to feel like I’m capable of doing things the right way but there isn’t really a right and wrong way. Life is fluid like that and I am trying to learn to roll with it. I’m a bit of a control freak when it comes to myself and my own life and I an doing my best to turn that skill of massive self control to better my life instead of hinder it. I still have those days where the “can’t” seeps in but I’m making progress in believing in myself again.
In the video above I reveal this blog to youtube and my general audience. I’m really proud of myself for starting this abuse survivor blog to share my experiences. Please feel free to comment or ask me questions. I was letting people interview me and now I’d like to open my video answers to also cover not just my professional life in the entertainment industry but also to answer questions about PTSD, anxiety, depression, my experiences, ect. Please note that I can only speak from my own experience and I in no way am claiming to speak for all survivors.
If you have a question please post it in the comments and I’ll be sure to add it to my list of video answers to do. Thank you for reading!